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Thursday, November 5, 2009
long time did not blog
reason
busy
got UT this few days
stress

and for this month
i have broken for more than 3 time
1st and 2nd
is on the serving learning that day
3rd and 4th
is after UT1 for G102
walking to causeway
along the long walk
my tears are rolling down
then before i slept that night
i do personal reflection on myself
and i start to cry again
all because of bio
bio is cause all the tears

i start to think
should i give up bio
as i do not fate to be good in bio
giving up my dream
in being a researcher in blood
giving up my passion in bio
give up life in RP
and move on to a new me
in another school
in another course
and what should i choose

what i feel is being unable to do well in bio
is like getting dump by your bf
for which bio is your love
and painful feeling
it hurting me a lot
as i think back on how much effort i have try to do well
(trying to amend the problems between a couple)

i am too depressed?
tomorrow is bio
and my feeling is neutral
no longer the feeling of looking forward to it
on the day before it
it feeling like
it is just a normal lesson
the feeling is like gone with the wind now

but i will dry my tears
and move on
as i do not believe this is the end
as i have my friends beside me
who has been very supporting towards me
especially
eileen
for being a very good
nice
best
friend
who read my blog
and commented
care for me
notice that i not like the usual me
being less cheerful
as compare from me
being super cheerful in secondary school
and i will go on
to a greater height
as life is not just about bio
bio is just is small part of my life
i can not let bio defeat me
as my life is also consist of all my dearest friends
all the friends that i have make this life
as without them
i not the peiling that you all know
through them, i change to be stronger
and a better me
so i will get over it
be strong
no more tears

and yeah friend
sign up asap
can?
i heard only 30plus sign up
....
omg
what happen?
did you all sign up
don make me cry again can?
i very emotional this few day
according to my mummy (Vithya)
so sign up soon
can?

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Miserable ♥
i am pei ling a.k.a rabbit, currently studying in republic polytechnic, diploma in biomedical science.
i love the colour pink, white, blue.
so my presents must be one of these three colours
and yes, like my nickname, i like rabbit lot
don think of getting me any real rabbit, because my mother would not let me to keep one T_T
so if you are giving a soft toy rabbit, i will be very happy with it :D

my interest???
i like to listen to music, especially to classical music, those piano music
i like string instrument music the most
ok with woodwind instrument music
and not forgetting to tell you
i know how to play cello and saxophone :D
like what i am studying
i take notice of my health
so i am in maven IG and a YAH advocate :D
and yup, i from red cross in secondary school, part of the victorious :D

want to know more about me???
ask me personally then
or read my blog :D

Craves,Loves,Hates ♥
craves :
good grade, GPA 3.5
whole collection of rabbit soft toy
pink/white/blue present
new phone
new laptop bag
i-pod touch

Loves :
rabbit
pink/white/blue
my love ones
my dearest friends
anything that is cute

Hates :
rude people
smoker
lazy people
too self-concentrated people

Gossips ♥

Credits ♥
Designer: Audiee-kewgirl♥
Bascodes : kathleen
image : enakei,photobucket
Brushes : Deviantart

Why did you leave me ?
I keep asking myself why .
But i just can't seems to get an answer . Different answers keep floating across my mind.
It's making me very sick.
I really miss you ...

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