today, we are suppose to do photo collage
but in the end
we did do
but not as good as we have done previous

reason 1
manpower
only alice and i doing
because afiqah, leo, amalina, aisyah, vithya
all got something on
but aliceand i decided to do
after we realised that
the closing dateline for the photo collage is 30 nov
so we left 2 days to do
if we are going to YAH meeting on mon
then we only left tomorrow to do
so we decided to at least to do something

reason 2
moodly mood
not a good excuse
i know
1st alice is like quite moodly
then i start to be become very moodly
after i cry
:P
yes i cry again
i think alot
think too much something
i know i should not think too much
just keep it simple
but the responsible side of me
is just making me think so much
fearing for the worst
i cannot think positively
i breakdown
after a phone call
a phone call that make become emo

but still i will like to say sorry to alice
maybe it is because of me that the result today is not good as it suppose to me
i cry in font of you again
i cannot be hyper to reach out to other people together
how i wish i could be just me
just pei ling
nothing else
living a life that is simple and maybe boring
without stress
without worrying about this and that
let just hope that i will not regret what i have done
hope that what i have done will be success
i really wish that i could live a quiet and simple life
but it is like getting harder and harder each day to get back the feeling of being myself
i miss my old life
the old me

friends,
read email ok?
i will be sending email again
by tomorrow
i will resend you all
so that make sure that all of you will recieved at a least YAH birthday bash invitation email from me
to take part in all the event
the photo collage is ending soon
30 nov, 2359 is the last day to take part in it
YAH birthday bash will be on 12 dec (sat)
training date is either 5 or 7dec
depending on when would you all be free to come
miss you all

can i make suggestion?
after YAH birthday bash
can we meet to go and watch the star
because i think it has been a long time since we last meet
and it is like very rare for all of us being gathered together
so let meet
and enjoy ourselves

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